Ready for Something More

And it has nothing to do with writing.

Emily Ann Mark

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I’ve been open about my writing journey on this platform. Sharing an occasional story here and there about writer’s block and wanting to quit.

I’ve canceled my membership a time or two and even deactivated my account at one point.

But I’d find it in me to continue because I have made so many amazing connections. Writers I look forward to reading on the daily.

Yet the feeling won’t go away. The feeling of wanting something more. And deep down I know writing is not it. It’s fun. It’s an outlet. But I lost the spark.

It’s time to spice things up. Time for something new.

Why I’m writing this, I don’t even know. I thought about taking another hiatus (like the one I took in October but this time much longer). Maybe that hiatus was not long enough.

But I know when I see writers disappear, it makes me wonder why. What happened? Where’d they go? Are they ok?

The irony to write about not wanting to write. I don’t understand it but I do know there’s something I’m feeling, something I can’t explain for once.

So what’s the point?

The point is, I wouldn’t stop writing without a formal goodbye.

Here she goes again. I know, right?

But I can’t ignore this gut feeling that tells me to venture a new way.

And when I go that way and I find what it is I’m looking for, I hope to return here and write all about it.

Edit: Update here

A conversation changed my mind. I am here to stay.

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Emily Ann Mark

My stories. My life. Some sad. Some happy. A mixture of in between. Divorce, love, failures, & success. Come join me.