Do I Just Like the Idea Of Love?

Maybe I don’t want to share the bed.

Photo by Ayo Ogunseinde on Unsplash

There’s this ongoing dialogue between my head and my heart. It goes something like — the right person is going to love you for who you are and where you’ve been. Patience is a virtue. Just you wait and see.

I got married at 18 and was served with divorce at 31. I’m now going on 42 and have not remarried nor found a…